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The Weight Of Love

by Ryan Ritual

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1.
Slip Away 02:48
It’s been more than a while Since I met someone like you The world shut down and so did I Reversed into a cocoon I didn’t mean to let this happen The circumstances are uncouth But you keeping showing up in my life And now all I want is you I never thought I’d say This to someone again I never thought I’d feel like this again It’s been so many days Hiding myself from pain And I don’t wanna let you slip away Before it begins I’m not the best at shapes and shit But I can read a room This ain’t no damn triangle Almost a decade now removed Still I get where you are coming from I know the loyal rules But I also know this feels different And I think you feel it too I never thought I’d say This to someone again I never thought I’d feel like this again It’s been so many days Hiding myself from pain And I don’t wanna let you slip away I never thought I’d say This to someone again I never thought I’d feel like this again It’s been so many days Hiding myself from pain And I don’t wanna let you slip away Before it begins
2.
Welcome to the end of everyone Where are you gonna be tonight It's in fashion to be passionate, love Do you believe in that big lie There's an army out there dancing alone The bars are empty every night Don't you wanna feel the neon glow Don't you wanna feel alive Where did love go (Far away) (Far away) Where did love go Too far from me Welcome to the empty space in your mind The digital overflow You can fill it with whatever you like A cowboy with a new lasso There's an army out there dancing alright You're sitting with your cats at home Don't you wanna light the fire tonight Don't you wanna know Where did love go (Far away) (Far away) Where did love go Too far from me I'd rather be dead than boring I'd rather be dead than boring Where did love go Where did love go Where did love go Where did love go Too far from me
3.
Not Dead 04:05
People do it all the time And I know better than to give in to it Havent been able to cry But I know everybody lets go I can see us taking time In a new direction Tell me it’ll be alright I need it to get better I dont wanna live the life ive been living I dont wanna be alive if this is it I dont wanna spend another day without you I dont wanna waste the time ive been given I dont wanna be alive if this is it If youre not dead and im not dead Then we’re never dead I’ve been working on myself Wont give more than what I can deliver Sick of dancing with my doubts Let’s get lost down different roads now I can see us taking time In a new direction Tell me it’ll be alright I need it to get better I dont wanna live the life ive been living I dont wanna be alive if this is it I dont wanna spend another day without you I dont wanna waste the time ive been given I dont wanna be alive if this is it If youre not dead and im not dead Then we’re never dead I don’t wanna live the life I’ve been living I don’t wanna make the choice I’ve been given I dont wanna spend another day with you I don’t wanna waste a rhyme on this rhythm Maybe this time it’s time that we give in Maybe this time we’re dead
4.
Rip Me Apart 03:42
I need to slap myself Across the face Going down that road Was a mistake I spent the last 2 years Stuck In a daze Keep finding ways ways ways To stain these chains It’s not that hard to move on I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart I have been seduced By the pain No going back It’s not the same It’s not that hard to get what you want I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart I let the weight of love rip me apart
5.
Different now Nothings changed All the bullshit that I made Blinked once Boring came And it filled up every seat The bitter tears I try to cry Got branded as a summer night I almost gave up right then Somebody's breaking (somebody's breaking) My Heart (my heart my heart) Guess who it is (Summer nights) Guess who it is (Summer nights) It is my fault Is it fate What is my part in this decay I tried my best To create But my body needs to eat The words that I don’t even like Get played a couple million times To anyone who with a screen Somebody's breaking (somebody's breaking) My Heart (my heart my heart) Guess who it is (Summer nights) Guess who it is (Summer nights) Different now Nothings changed All the content that I make Can’t tell how much I have caved Or have I always been this way I’ve tried to re align my mind To dream and not to advertise My world is more than a brief I tried a tab a little dab Some pillars of the yankee sand It always turns to grey Somebody's breaking (somebody's breaking) My Heart (my heart my heart) Guess who it is (Summer nights) Guess who it is (Summer nights)
6.
Don’t leave me alone I know what will happen if you go Been living like this for a while I don’t remember how to take control I guess it’s coming for me The wall crushing my sanity My dreams of romance Someone is my hands I used to see the future me But he’s slipping slipping away I’m afraid That I can’t give up on you You’re in my brain I don’t know how to let go I’m afraid I’m afraid I’m afraid I’m Afraid I know what to say To stop people asking if I’m ok I know that I’m not gonna die Maybe that’s what everybody thinks Before a little bit more The sticky feeling I can’t beat Like peanut brittle on my teeth I used to see the future me But he’s slipping slipping away I’m afraid That I can’t give up on you You’re in my brain I don’t know how to let go I’m afraid That I can’t give up on you You’re in my brain I don’t know how to let go The sticky feeling I can’t beat Like peanut brittle on my teeth I used to see the future me But he’s slipping slipping away The sticky feeling I can’t beat Like peanut brittle on my teeth I used to see the future me But he’s slipping slipping away I’m afraid That I can’t give up on you You’re in my brain I don’t know how to let go I’m afraid That I can’t give up on you You’re in my brain I don’t know how to let go
7.
FiftyFifty 03:47
I'm ok with sleeping on the floor Morning sun under the door Acting like I'm 20 till I'm 50 I'm not giving up or giving in Trading time for simple sins Every days a gamble 50/50 I have seen such brighter days I know they happen I have lived in finer ways But not very often I stopped searching for that something more Thousand ways to kill boar Sick back and dissolve into the 50’s I’m not slowin up or selling out One more shot can’t take me down Every moves a gamble 50/50 I have lived in reckless ways I got what I wanted But when wanting turns to shame My eyes got to open Call me what you want I'm never gonna stop Oh 50/50 Oh 50/50 I'm ok with sleeping on the floor Morning sun under the door Acting like I'm 20 till I'm 50 I'm not giving up or giving in Trading time for simple sins Every days a gamble 50/50 I have lived in reckless ways I got what I wanted But when wanting turns to shame My eyes got to open Call me what you want I'm never gonna stop
8.
He didn’t wait here For you But you’re wrapped around his finger like a fool He’s not an actor Neither are you He don’t make your body shake the way I do Two head blues Did he really say that? About me? Where was he when you were crying on my sleeve He only comes out With the moon He don’t think about the future like I do Two head blues She doesn’t want you And all your rules It don’t turn her on to always think things through She doesn’t love you And all your moves She doesn’t want a creepy man like you Two Head Blues
9.
Y? 04:58
Why do you only love What you can’t touch Why do you only love I don’t float I don’t walk through walls I don’t even scare you anymore So I don’t know why you talk to me like I’m a ghost I’m not gone But I’m not under the floors I don’t even live here anymore So why do you keep trying to talk to me Why do you only love What you can't touch Why do you only love What you can't touch You're not wrong There’s more a vibe when we're apart But apart leads us to close And when we’re close We both totally implode So fuck your dad Fuck his anecdotes about musicians he knows Fuck your friends I’ve never tried so hard to make somebody moan Why do you only love What you can't touch Why do you only love What you can't touch
10.
Smile 03:42
Tell me where you gonna be tonight Show me something dangerous my dear Everything has gone to shit alright Everyone agrees but no one cares Tell me who I’m supposed to be Give me something to believe And I'll be there Just pretend its all okay Everything will go away But I'll be there Don’t forget to smile Don't forget to smile for me Do you feel like something's missing Like your life is slowing slipping through your hands What would happen if it went away And we're quietly forgotten in the end Tell us who we’re supposed to be Give us something to believe We'll be there Just pretend its all ok Everything will go away As long as we’re there And don’t forget to smile Don't forget to smile for me Yeah don't forget to smile Don't forget to smile for me

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released September 15, 2023

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Ryan Ritual Los Angeles, California

Ryan Ritual's "The Weight Of Love" is a haunting echo chamber of 80s-inspired hooks and modern melancholy, a tribute to a year spent in the shadow of familial illness and global crisis. Ritual's songwriting is a masterclass in pop sophistication, each track a capsule of raw emotion, produced to perfection by Chris Zane (Passion Pit, The Walkmen). ... more

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